No air

People that inspires you. I think everyone has people that inspires more than other. One person that always has inspired me to positivity, taking care of your body and living life all the way is Marcus Andersson. Since the first time I met him he has been spreading a life joy and determination in me. He is a good friend of mine. A great inspiration.

The person in my life that means the most to me is my grandfather. We have always been tight, very honest, for about five years he gave me a lift to the dressage training on tuesday evenings and on competitions. I don't know. It's a special bond. I think everyone has it to someone. My grandpa' hasn't been doing to well lately and today he got pretty bad. I didnt know how to breath. How would I be able to live without him? How could I be able to breath without air?

Take care of yourself. Take a walk. Find some sport or training that suits you. Dont smoke. You only have one body, you can't buy a new one. Sooner or later it will give up on you. Make a change. For yourself.

Song of the day: Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown - No Air

I miss Australia

Some days I just can't find a way to not think about or miss Australia. The country that I lived in for almost one year. The year of 2007. A weird year. A good year. A bad year. A very different year. A hot year. A wonderful year. A crazy year. But the only thing that I want to go back for would be to see my friends and 'family' - Lizzie, Erika, Viv, Shaun and his family, the girls at TAFE - Claire, Renee, T... you know who you are, the ones that really matters. I would like to live in that climate again, but not necesserily in australia. Will I ever go back? Go back to Sunny Coast.

One tv-series that I followed as a maniac was the amercan serie "Life" it has finally arrived in Sweden as well! I just loved it! And the commercial before the program started they used Delta Goodrems song 'In this life'. This youtube clip with the song that I found is from the Mourning Show on Channel 7 that I watched every morning. Listen to the wonderful accent! Im afraid that Im about to lose my aussie accent - I hope not!

When things are not going the way they should

Why can't life be predictable for one day? One hour? One minute? My life is never ever standing still. Is that a good or a bad thing? Both I have to say. At the moment everything is pretty stabile and perfect more or less, but I just can't help disturbing it to become something not as good. Or why not be grumpy without knowing why??

Anyhow, Photo of the day:


Song of the day:
Lifehouse - Learn you inside out

All at once

As most people around me has noticed lately I am a bit confused at the moment. I feel sorry for J who has to hear me during the late hours when my brains starts to ponder. This far in my life I have always been very planned and organised about my future. But since almost two months back everything has been plain, white, empty - call it whatever you like. No plan. No idea. What to do. It makes me confused. And very complainish. I don't like it. I've got some freelance stuff, maybe a fulltime job, the worlds best friends and family and someone to listen to me during the late hours;) So what am I complaining about? That's what I wonder every day. But I guess I left Australia too quickly, and didn't take care of myself there.

2007 in Australia was probabaly the longest and shortest, best and worse, happiest most sad year in my entire life. I guess I need to melt it or something. Sleep is probabaly the best medicine, so now it will be the bed for me!

Here's a song that has the same feel, if you ask me=)
Pete Yorn - All at once (I know the 'video' is crap but I dont know how to upload music only)

TV Shows

I have never really been in to watching tv and tv shows. But when I came to Australia I started watching tv and movies like never before! My favourite series are Life an american actionish crimeseries and through my swedish friend Carro I started watching Rove every sunday evening @ 9 PM.

It took me more than a couple of episodes to like it, but as soon as that I just had to watch it every sunday! My favourite episode are when the comedians Hamish and Andy arrives to a Brissie Caravan Park after two weeks in a caravan driving from Perth (western australia) to Brissie "The Caravan of Courage" (I think they drove like 600 km/day). So they decided to broadcast from the caravan Park. With gusts like Good Charlotte and James Blunt e.g.

I never really liked James Blunt and thought he was a pretty boring person until I saw this: