London

Week 29 me and grandma is going on a wonderful vacation to Villinge. Villinge is an island in Stockholms archipelago. An island where we've spent sooo many years, it's just ridiculous. I hope we'll have some great weather so we can spend the entire week sunbathing and fishing and swimming!

After week 29 has ended only the Gods knows what I'll do or where. I'm thinking about doing a traintrip in Europe. Or just move to some friends in London, work and have fun til the money is gone. Or why not go to Italy or Greece? Maybe work as a travel guide/instructor? Or try to get an assistant job in London. Or just work at Starbucks. Or stay in Sweden? Stockholm? Do what? Live where? With whome?

I know. Im escaping the reality again. But what else can you do when you don't like it the way it is? I'm not gonna stay put and get bitter. I'm gonna find myself a reality that is good, fun, enjoyable. Just like aussies. Why just take things for what they are if you don't enjoy it?

Apple Bottom Jeans

At work, they are all going on about that I have to learn more about hiphop. - The music, style, how to move and so on. This is a song that plays a lot at work:

Apple Bottom Jeans:


We are actually selling clothes from the brand Apple Bottoms. Check these clothes out:



I truely want this beautiful fluffy thingy!

The day when I met Headline

We had a celebrity at work today - a swedish rap artist called Headline. He is sooo sweet and beautiful eyes. Really brown, so you can't tell if it's a pupil or only an iris. And short. Probably not more than 160 cm long. Why is all celebrities so short?

Any way, Headline and a artist called Frida got through the group competition and is now in the swedish final for Eurovision Song Contest. Good luck=)

Sundays

Sundays (mornings/mid day most of it all) are for perfect people. People with well working lives filled with training and/or love. I have been going by bus through more or less the important parts of central stockholm around 11.30-12.30pm. The only people outside is people out running and looking unnaturally healthy, couples walking hand in hand and parents with their kids. Maybe a couple of people on their way home in yesterday nights clothes from someone elses place, but it's hard to tell for sure during the swedish winter.

What are the rest of us doing? Most people is probabaly in bed or the sofa watching a movie or taking care of their hangover. Maybe cleaning. Maybe working. I am trying to finish the last parts of a freelance job - won't have much time left for that now. But I wish I was out walking hand in hand. Behing one of those perfect people. Sunday people.

All at once

As most people around me has noticed lately I am a bit confused at the moment. I feel sorry for J who has to hear me during the late hours when my brains starts to ponder. This far in my life I have always been very planned and organised about my future. But since almost two months back everything has been plain, white, empty - call it whatever you like. No plan. No idea. What to do. It makes me confused. And very complainish. I don't like it. I've got some freelance stuff, maybe a fulltime job, the worlds best friends and family and someone to listen to me during the late hours;) So what am I complaining about? That's what I wonder every day. But I guess I left Australia too quickly, and didn't take care of myself there.

2007 in Australia was probabaly the longest and shortest, best and worse, happiest most sad year in my entire life. I guess I need to melt it or something. Sleep is probabaly the best medicine, so now it will be the bed for me!

Here's a song that has the same feel, if you ask me=)
Pete Yorn - All at once (I know the 'video' is crap but I dont know how to upload music only)