I miss you

Friends. I know a lot of people. From/in all over the world. Some are close, some aren't. Some means a lot to me. Some of the ones that means a lot may not know how much they mean to me.

Since I went to Australia (and came back) I've felt like I've lost a lot of friends. Or at least lost contact with. I did gain friends as well. But some parts are just missing.

I've got almost exactly as many female as male friends. Two of my male friends, both first name is Marcus, Andersson and Hindersson is two of the ones who means the most. Maybe without knowing how much. I really miss both of them. I've been training with both of them in periods, and now it's really hard training alone. They had a big part of my motivation. And I miss talking to them. They are honest guys.

I miss you guys. Please return.

All at once

As most people around me has noticed lately I am a bit confused at the moment. I feel sorry for J who has to hear me during the late hours when my brains starts to ponder. This far in my life I have always been very planned and organised about my future. But since almost two months back everything has been plain, white, empty - call it whatever you like. No plan. No idea. What to do. It makes me confused. And very complainish. I don't like it. I've got some freelance stuff, maybe a fulltime job, the worlds best friends and family and someone to listen to me during the late hours;) So what am I complaining about? That's what I wonder every day. But I guess I left Australia too quickly, and didn't take care of myself there.

2007 in Australia was probabaly the longest and shortest, best and worse, happiest most sad year in my entire life. I guess I need to melt it or something. Sleep is probabaly the best medicine, so now it will be the bed for me!

Here's a song that has the same feel, if you ask me=)
Pete Yorn - All at once (I know the 'video' is crap but I dont know how to upload music only)