Warmth

It's a very hot day for being in Sweden in April... And all the trees and flowers are going off at the same time - result? I can't breath, just like a lot of other Swedes. It's hard enough to walk, it's a very scary feeling, trying to breath. Anyhow. Went to my babe #2 - Texas. Just had to get out for a while and feel some unconditional love. Look at him! Such a gorgeous dog!

I've been feeling quit gorgeous today as well, for once=) People in cars waving and/or beeping the horn... Such a Swedish thing to find it offensive, I enjoy it, come on they find me looking good, of course I'm allowed to take it as a compliment! YOU should do that as well! Guys are not looking at you cause they are a pervert (not always anyway...) they're looking cause they find you gorgeous, take it as a compliment and move on for Christ sake instead of complaining.

Outfit of the day:
New dark blue shoes from Tiamo
Dark Blue 10th anniversary jeans from Acne Jeans
Oversized A-shaped white tee from H&M
Scarf, vintage from 1978
Pilot sunnies (fake from AUS)
Short black leather jacket
Undies from Calvin Klein
Black bag from Friis Company
Giant green bag from TATE (London museum)

Dresses

I love dresses. I don't even know how many I've got. Everyday, sport (tennis/badminton), evening or high fashion dresses. I went to London in July/August this year and went on a mad shopping spree. I bought a dress for New Years Eve - black, silky, strapless, kneeleangth - a real puffy princess dress. But the other week I went to Zara with my friend Tove. My eyes got stuck on this beautiful thing - Tove thought it looked terrible hanging. But when I put it on we both fell in love. Yesterday I finally got it in my possession thanks to my auntie (beautiful birthday present!). Here you have a photo of it lying, it's so sexy on - you might see it some day;) Buttons along the back. So what dress will it be on new years?! What to do on New Years?

Phase 3: Doubts

Should I really travel so much within in Sweden? For how long should I stay in London? Should I just go to Italy and hang around and learn some italian until I run out of money? Should I stay at home and try to get everything sorted? Should I just take a couple of weekends?

Anyhow, I'm having contact with the people I'm gonna see and during the weekend I'm gonna decide where to go, when and buy tickets.

London

Week 29 me and grandma is going on a wonderful vacation to Villinge. Villinge is an island in Stockholms archipelago. An island where we've spent sooo many years, it's just ridiculous. I hope we'll have some great weather so we can spend the entire week sunbathing and fishing and swimming!

After week 29 has ended only the Gods knows what I'll do or where. I'm thinking about doing a traintrip in Europe. Or just move to some friends in London, work and have fun til the money is gone. Or why not go to Italy or Greece? Maybe work as a travel guide/instructor? Or try to get an assistant job in London. Or just work at Starbucks. Or stay in Sweden? Stockholm? Do what? Live where? With whome?

I know. Im escaping the reality again. But what else can you do when you don't like it the way it is? I'm not gonna stay put and get bitter. I'm gonna find myself a reality that is good, fun, enjoyable. Just like aussies. Why just take things for what they are if you don't enjoy it?

Eskimo Joe to Europe!!!

Aussie rock band Eskimo Joe is coming to the UK in December! I just have to buy tickets to the London gig, 4th of December. Buy tickets at seetickets.com from 20th of June.

Some great song and videos:

Black fingernails, red wine:


New York:


Sarah: