Feeeeever

38,4 degrees

Sicker and sicker

Been sick since wednesday morning. Yesterday I had a temp of 36,9 degrees. At 4 o'clock today it was 37,6 and now, two hours later 38,2... This is not going too well. I've been sleeping and watching the following movies:

* Devil wears Prada (3,5 of 5) Perfect movie when you don't feel like thinking...
* Into the wild (4 of 5) Not really my type of movie, but awesome
* Pineapple Express (0 of 5) tried to watch it to the end, so worthless drugs movie
* The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (4 of 5) really nice movie, just a bit too long 2h and 45 min


Pride and glory for tomo...

Take care

Cold or flu?

I'm really sick since yesterday. I was pretty much fine on tuesday, my legs were painful, but a part from that, nothing special. Woke up on wednesday morning, feeling more dead than alive. It's even worse today. I'm finally out of the bed at least, into the sofa though. Wish you could get a hold of drugs like in aussie, just cold and flu tablettes would probably save me. Anyhow, back to some movies under a blanket.

Wonderful song:

Breathe - Telepopmusic

Roller Coaster

My mood has been a freaking roller coaster today. Really tired. Been sleeping really badly the last months. I've been happy, angry, sad, zero'd. Most of all tired and longing for a big hug from my love.

Starting to use Bloggy.se a lot, so I kinda forget about writing here. I would love to have a mix of this blog and bloggy.se. I wanna write a bit more than 148 characters but not necessarily a 1000. I wanna be able to add pictures, music and videos and also by mobile phone. Create something with best of both worlds!

Worried. I'm worried. My lovely host mum Lizzie in Australia hasnt been replying any of my emails the last three months. I wonder if something has happened. I truely hope not. Paul hasnt answered on his phone or email for months either. Everyone else gets my messages. What's wrong?

Another day in progressive house land. Today songs: Delerium - In this silence and Armin van Buuren - If you should go

House music/DJ'ing

Once again I'm stuck into house music. Today Progressive House. Found a remix with most of the best progressive house songs of 2007-2008. The remix is 2,5 hours long and has been going on and on for a couple of days and nights now. I'd really love to start remix and dj'ing myself. Anyone having any suggestions for good inspiration, sites or programs? Please comment!

200!

Wow this is my 200'd post in this blog, sweeet!

It's pretty ironic that it'll be about another blogg. I have now started my own micro blog on bloggy.se - it's in Swedish though. http://fia.bloggy.se I like the site more and more for each and every day. Haven't really get started yet though. The hardest part is to write in Swedish. I'm a swinglish person, both when speaking and writing. Anyhow, check it out if you like. I can upload songs there! And very easily update it by mobile. Wooohooo!

Vicky Cristina Barcelona

Yesterday we watched Vicky Cristina Barcelona. I did not like it. It made me sad. Is love not suppose to be the only real thing? The honest feeling? Are there no perfect matches? No life long satisfaction? Do you have to get interested in the surroundings? Try your love by risking it. It scares me. It makes me sad.

Ida in town!

Stockholm became unsafe on wednesday night. Ida arrived to Stockholm from Gothenburg. I had lunch with her today before my mathematics course at Espresso House on Vasagatan. Tonight we'll be watching Let's Dance with my parents. Feels good to have a medium quite night, social on a friday-tired-level. Too bad she's leaving tomo though=( I expect her back for my birthday at least!

Public Transport

The puplic transport in Stockholm, Sweden in genereal I think, is quit good. Even though few people are willing to acknoledge that. You see, in Sweden we always have to complain about everything even if it's good, that's what driving us to always be better. But that also makes us into a bunch of pretty negative persons. Some of us anyway.

Anyhow, back to the public transport. Since I have started in school and it's winter I have to use the public transport. During hours when everyone is using it. I hate it.
* You have to wait all the time, it's just a long waiting
* You get sick. People coughs and being nasty in general way too near you
* Bad drivers - wryneck. Fuck man, some buss drivers... Still nothing compared to the drivers on the Sunshine Coast, but still...

I can't wait 'til some warmth so I can use my bike instead. Perfect training as well. I miss it.

Keeping me from killing you

A Perfect Circle - Orestes

Microblog

Today you can read about an old friend of mine at IDG.se, or his work. He created the micro blog site bloggy.se. Read the article here (swedish)!

Love you a little bit less

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

You broke me and I can't feel anything.

I try to hold on but it hurts too much
I try to forgive but it's not enough to make it all ok

The truth hurts and lies worse
I love you a little bit less

James Morrison - Broken Strings


I can feel again. I can love but I need his heart. I believe I'm ready to love.

The On-Button

First day in school. First day in a real school for more than 2,5 years. I should know about the things the teacher went through today. But I didn't know or understand a thing. It's not that weird, it was 4 years since I did anything like that.

Can someone please tell me how to find my on-button to my brain? My brain has been on passive mode for 2,5 years and almost off for 1,5 years. Is there a general manual for human kind or does it have to be individual? The progress my brain has done the last 2 years is shutter speeds, focal leangth and other stuff within photography, english and Guitar Hero. That's the amount of new intelligent stuff entering my brain the last years.

Pause.se

I got some tips about a blog written by a swedish photographer, Emma Svensson. She's writing on pause.se about her every day life and photography of course! At the moment you can win a chance to get some coaching in your photography. Have a look here!

Today I took a proper look on pause.se and found this article about men and sex. Absolutly hilarious and probably true=)
Check it!

Xmas present

On the 23rd of December C and I gav our Christmas gifts to eachother. I got this beautiful and very comfy morning robe and some photos with lyrics explaining what would happen on the 10th of January. Listen closely all men out there and use at least a piece or two of these for your lady some day! It will be extremly appreciated!
06.30 - alarm, time to get up!
07.30 - breakky at some local café
09.00 - Centralbadet (relax/spa/swimming sorta place) training in the gym, swimming in the pool, thermalpool and jacuzi.
12.00 - lunch at some nice café/diner
13.00 - powernap
14.00 - soccer game! Oh yeah
16.00 - shower, makeup
19.00 - Dinner at some awesome restuarant - we went to Lo Scudetto, absolutely one of the best places in Stockholm.
21.30 - Coctails at a sweet coctailbar




What can I tell you? Best present in my life (from family excluded, don't get sad now;-))!!!

Thank you for a wonderful weekend, again, love!

[Photos from garywritesablog.com and SvD]

The dress of New Year 08/09

The final choose came down to the Zara dress:

Dancing with the stars

On friday, hm, tomo, the Swedish version of Dancing with the stars starts (Let's dance). I'm really looking forward to it!!! This is one of my favourite performances from the Australian Dancing with the stars two years ago: Kate Ceberano (singer) dancing a jive to the Australian rock band Wolfmothers Joker and the thief.

Perception of women

I went through my old blog from when I still lived in Australia. I found this clip. It really tells a lot of the Australian perception of women.

Great day

This tuesday was one of the best days for a while - and that's not bad! It's been some good days lately. Two guys are often included in those days. The good days. Texas my monster dog and C. They were both included in this tuesday.

C and I started the day with hours of Guitar Hero Legends of Rock playing the Co-Career with me on the bas. Fuck it's fun! Suddenly I get thrown back to my first Super Mario or Donkey Kong Racing or Sims. Man you got completly stuck into the games. I'm just the same with guitar hero now. I can't stop playing it, dreaming of it, seeing it everywhere. I had almost lost the belief that my body can improve any longer. But hey it can! In Guitar Hero at least!

After playing we had a terrible noodles lunch. After that we put ton's of clothes on, went out into the snow storm to Texas. We went out with him in almost two hours - playing around in the snow, being all silly. I was laughing so much I barely couldn't stand up. We had some tea with my cousins and then home for dinner. Yeah, C's home. I've realised that I've started to call it home. Just home. Not C's home. Scary. But in a good way I think... I just hope he doesn't mind it...

Photo from Decmember, Texas is a bit bigger now. Photo by: Ekblad/Tollebrant

Makeup

Hey ya. I got a new project happening. Or starting. I'm excited! The first six models are excited! What got me even more excited is that one of the models is an awesome make up chic! And she has got a blog. With great photos and inspiration also for us who always do the same make up each and every time. Maybe a bit more eyeliner or colour on the lips on parties compared to everyday. Check it: http://bettieli.blogg.se/
My personal favourite of her latest work

it's scary how quickly your spark of life can just disappear. Hide away. I reckon I'm scared. Scared to start studying again. Scared to get hurt or left behind. My body was filled with joy this morning. One hour later it was all gone and left was anger. It's been six hours of anger. I can't let it go.

Plus Celsius.

I need some warmth. Sand. Sun. Beach. Water.

I love the weather at the moment, blue sky, snow, cold and frosty - all perfect for photographs and happy moments. But heck it's cold. My skin will soon be turning into transperent skin. Not pale, not white - transperent. Just flicked through some old pics from my year in Australia. My tanned beautiful skin. Let's go abroad! To the sun, the beaches, the WARMTH!