misses

its been such a long time. long time since i wrote here for real. i miss it. though it got too personal. that wasnt my attention. but yet when i wanna write, its always about something personal and more often somethin negative than positive. i reckon thats why i stoped writing.

merry christmas. its been a good christmas. but i miss my love. i wish we could have some kinda christmas together.

its so cold, empty and quite here. no matter im listening to music. its all so empty and silent. i want you next to me. i love you. and i miss you. come home.

1 y of love

Can't believe it's already been more than one year of love.

I love you. You have my heart and soul. I'm all yours. Yours to keep.


Photo from Berlin 2009

a beautiful friend

im listening to a beautiful friend. for the first time more or less in 1,5 years. i saw him live the night grandpa got really sick. it still hurts every day. grandpa was a beautiful friend, my best friend. i miss you.

14th of July 2001 in Trosa

Shooooes

I want these now!!!

Long time no see!

Hey ya!

Why did I leave the blogging? What happened, I love it, so what happened?

Spring '09 - I more or less lived at my boyfriends place, with no computor and both studying and working.

Summer '09 - Lots of work and travel

Autumn 09' - I've begun to study to become a project manager for building sites. so there is absolutly no time. But I'll try to start again. New food, new programs (eg. Photoshop, AutoCad) and stuff.

Here's Texas during my week this summer living in a house with him.

Berlin

Too tired to write, here's some pics=) Good weekend last week anyway!

Song of the week

My new found favourite song:
Alphabeat with Fascination

New Spotify playlist

Germany

I don't think I've told you, but I'm gonna be going to Germany again in early July with love, but this time not only for passing. This time we're flying to Berlin for a four days weekend, staying at a sweet hotel with king size bed and breakky until 1 pm!!! I'm really looking forward to it!

Here's my favourite photo of Texas and his sister Zaphira, both 1 yo last week!

Spotify

Ok, I love shoes. I also love music. From the "beginning" mostly rock and hard rock. The in 2007 I moved to Australia and by some reason started to listen to Swedish schlager as well as a lot of the fantastic aussie music. At my new job in the beginning of 2008 the art director was also a House DJ. After three months of hate towards that music I started to like it, then loving it.

The last year my "music style" has been mixed up completly - old rock'n'roll, dance, house, hard rock, pop...

If you have Spotify, here are some playlists I've made today:


Old Rock/Rockabilly

Soul/disco 70-80's

Shoes!

I love shoes! Sneakers, high heels, boots - shoooooes! In Australia I bought a lot of beautiful high heeled shoes. I got a call for about an hour ago from Erika, my dearest friend at the sunny coast. She was holding a new pair of Simona Ricci in her hands asking if she should buy them. Soooo I'm getting a package with shoes in a couple of weeks from Australia! Thank you darling!

She sent me this photo, perfect shoes for dancing for however long I feel like (with a pair like does approx. 9h without pain!)

Congratulations Bro'!

10th of June 2009

way

there s a way I know
there s a way I know
there s a way I know
someday someday I know
there s a way I know

Guitar

I've always wanted to be able to be awesome at some instrument. Was playing piano, keybord, tried drums, guitar and bass. Even flute. But I sucked, no patience to get good/no musical gift. When I was like 17 I decided to do a new try with guitar. A couple of years later I sold the guitar to my cousin. He is now almost 15 and is awesome with guitars. Here's one improvised song by Albin:

Extremly annoyed. Still.

God damn it. Working my ass off. For what? Cleaning up after people that doesn't care. Work 24/7 taking all of my energy. Is it worth it?

Where did my positive energy go?

We are the people

We are the people - Empire of the Sun

Shopping Spree/investments;)

I know, I've been really bad at writing here.. Sorry about that. Just too much school and work and I have now also moved into my boyfriends flat. Anyhow I've been spending some money lately.

Last week we went to a special Filippa K/Café/Elle night at Filippa K on Grev Turegatan. With some cold beer and stylists mingling around I spent some money on a linen tee and a pair of men's shoes. Very beautiful clothes/shoes.

Today I went to Monki, trying to find another of my favourite black skirt. Of course it had been sold out three times! But I bought a pair of tights, one stripy tee and a black giant singlet. All for 120 SEK less than only the Filippa K tee I bought last week...

I'll try to get some photos for you!

Searching

I'm searching through my calendars, looking for a day with NOTHING planned. A day when I can sleep aaaaall day, eat pancakes, bake something unhealthy, walking around feeling fabulous, doing whatever I feel like! It's been about 1,5 month now with work and/or studies every single day. I had my last mathematics exam yesterday and physics today... Tomorrow work. Should have been doing some laundry now, but can't make myself to do it.

After the exam today I went for some shopping since I managed to trash C's bedlinen (they were a little bit broken before, but since I'm not sleeping in the same spot all night they wouldn't stay that way). I've been thinking about buying Lexington and/or Gant but I decided to have a look at the Swedish brand Himla. I left with one giant white sheet and two beautiful white/turquoise/green stripey duvet covers. And two Black/white kitchen towels. I also went into a lingerie shop and got myself a new bikini - zebra stripes and silver attachments kinda. Looking all foxy, hahahahaha.
Just wish I could get a tan like that!!

Tonight: dinner at C's, relaxing, training at the gym and movie, sleeeeeeep!

Tomorrow: work, picking up Texas, having him and watching Eurovision Song Contest with C.

Can't wait until monday when I can sleep until 10am!!! Then work again...

Luxembourg - done

C and I went to Luxembourg saturday to monday this weekend. It was a good weekend at Hugo and Rosaria's. They are really nice and Italian Rosaria makes fantastic food. The weekend included: car travels around the country, castles, heights, food, party, beer, soccer, city walking and so much love! Great weekend! Thank you all!

Luxembourg

I'm packing my bag. A bag for a trip, a trip that includes planes. I just found my passport! On really early Saturday morning C and I are leaving Stockholm, Sweden for a weekend in Luxembourg with his friend Hugo and beautiful Italian girlfriend Rosaria. I hope it won't be raining too much.

Sadly my left hip is not doing to well. Shouldn't be sitting just walking or laying down. So tomorrow at lunch I'm going to fix my muscles, then buying lots of muscle relaxing gel's for the weekend.

Why I'm not writing so much at the moment? I'm studying 75% and having the last two giant tests next week and having a rather new job on 50-100% that has been taking too much time these weeks.

Give me a couple of weeks and everything will be fine again. Until then I'll keep doing things I never do: forgetting my keys or mobile phone in different places, jumping on the wrong train, not getting off a train in time, hurting myself, dropping things, smashing plates (not on purpose), being hyper or completely zero'd and so on...

I will be back in my old strong me soon, I promise! Until then, take care!

Ciao!

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